I know I said I wouldn't come on here again, but this will be my ONLY journal from now on...I just have to put this, I can't let this be.

So here it is...the last journal that whoever views this page will see and forever.

So you know there are times when a song just describes you and it's so awesome.

Well I think I found one for me.

Introducing Never Too Late by Hedley.

Hoping I can run today and get away faster
Than ever from here
Another night and who can say if leaving is better
Than living in fear

Here's to all the broken hearts tonight
Here's to all the "fall-a-parts" tonight
Here's to every girl and boy who lost their joy
They let it get away

You know it's never too late
Get up and start all over again
You know it's never too late
There's got to be a better way
Don't settle for the cold and rain
It's not too late to start again
To find a way to smile and never let it get away!

It's been too long and we've been down and out without laughter
No smiling just tears
We're tired of falling down and being such a disaster
We've been here for years

Here's to all the broken hearts tonight
Here's to all the "fall-a-parts" tonight
Here's to every girl and boy who lost their joy
They let it get away

You know it's never too late
Get up and start all over again
You know it's never too late
There's got to be a better way
Don't settle for the cold and rain
It's not too late to start again
To find a way to smile and never let it get away!

I'm gone, I'm gone, there's got to be a better way, I'm gone
I'm gone, I'm gone, there's got to be a better way, I'm gone

You know it's never too late
(I'm gone, I'm gone)
You know it's never too late
(I'm gone, I'm gone)
There's got to be a better way
(I'm gone, I'm gone)

It describes my new future...It's never too late to start over, I have made the most greatest friend ever and I am sure it will only go up hill from there.

This is to my new life, my new future. I am not living my life just because I have too, I am now living for me. Liking what I like and not giving a damn. Hanging with more people like me so I can feel like I belong. Here's to my new memories and new friends. Heres to this new journey I start out on.

I can finally smile again, and you know it's great.

It's never too late to start again,
And I am.

Thank you Randi, you made it possible for me to smile once again. =]

And here's to you new hopes and dreams.
For that you will lead me to happiness once again.

=]

That's all I needed to say.
And that's all I will ever say on here again.


My life is fresh and new now,
and my damn is it great.